All She Never Wanted
Carolyn LaRoche grew up in snow country but fled the cold and ice several years ago. She now lives near the beach with her husband, their two boys and one sweet kitty. When she is not at the baseball field cheering on big hits and home runs, she is busy teaching science to unwilling teenagers.
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One moment changed everything…
Evie Ward had everything she’d ever dreamed of. An action-packed job where no two shifts were ever the same, the best friend a girl could ever want, and a fairy tale wedding just days away. Her life was absolutely perfect. Until one bullet—one horrible choice—left her with a broken heart and shattered dreams. Fleeing the city she loved and a lifetime of memories, Evie took a job in the Outer Banks of North Carolina in the hopes that the ocean air and fresh beaches could somehow restore her soul. Falling in love again wasn’t part of the plan.
Landon Reed was on top of the world. The money, the women, the status—he had it all until one bad decision nearly cost him his life. His father gave him three months to get his act together or be cut off from the family fortune and business. No house, no job and no money. His will and his patience are tested further when his father hires a nurse to whip him into shape. She may be little but she's mean and it looks like Landon has finally met his match.
With her shattered heart and his broken spirit, the road to recovery will be long. Can they help each other heal or will their fractured pasts be too much to overcome?
“Good morning, Landon!” Amelia hummed a little tune quietly as she set up the bedside table. “It’s a beautiful day, today. Perhaps you’d like to go down to the beach after your physical therapy appointment?”
I pulled the covers over my head. “I changed my mind. I’m not going to any appointment.”
“Come on, Landon. You can’t spend the rest of your life sitting here in this room.”
“Yes, I can.”
“You are going to physical therapy.” The covers disappeared from my face as I looked up into the smiling grey eyes of Amelia. “Rise and shine!”
“I’m not getting up.” I buried my head under my pillow.
Amelia walked toward the door. “Maybe you’ll have better luck with him.”
“Good morning, Mr. Reed. Do you plan to stay in bed all day?” A different voice, one thick with the distinctive accent of New York City replaced Amelia’s soft southern sound.
“What’s it to you?”
“Well, it’s all the same to me if you want to rot away in that bed. I get paid either way.” I heard soft footsteps cross the room toward the little sitting area.
Rolling over on my side, I shifted the pillow enough to peek out. From my vantage point, all I could see was a pair of canvas shoes. The television turned on. I heard her flip through channels, finally settling on that home improvement show with the twin brothers. Every woman I knew loved them.
“Nobody watches those stupid shows anymore.”
Either she didn’t hear me or she was ignoring me.
“Those shows are ridiculous.” I made sure to project my voice from under the pillow.
“No more ridiculous than a grown man hiding under a pillow and acting like a two-year-old.”
I threw the covers off and shot up to a sitting position, ignoring the burning pain in my leg. “What the fuck is your prob…” Holy shit. The woman sitting on the couch looking at the television and completely ignoring me wasn’t hideous or horrible. In fact, she was fucking hot. “Who the hell are you?” I knew exactly who she was.
She looked over at me, boredom in her expression, before returning her attention to the television. “The nurse your father hired. Who do you think I am?”
“I don’t need a nurse.”
“I agree.” She flipped the channel to a news program and grimaced. “The way you’re acting, you need a nanny.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?” I turned so I could swing my legs over the side of the bed, my knee making my movements jerky not angry and pronounced like I’d intended.
“It means, you can’t even dress yourself so how can anyone expect you to do anything?”
I followed her glance down to my lap. “See something you like?
“Nope. I’m a nurse. I’ve seen worse. Of course, I’ve seen better too. Much better.” She clicked to another station. I could have sworn I saw her lip twitch as I growled over her insult.
“Just get out. I don’t need you. Tell my father to go to hell.”
She tossed the remote control on the coffee table and checked her watch. “You have ten minutes to get ready for physical therapy or I’m taking you the way you are.”
I pulled the sheet onto my lap and crossed my arms over my bare chest. “I already told Amelia, I’m not going.”
“You are going to get dressed.” She stood and looked me in the eye. “You’re down to nine minutes.”
“And just how do you expect me to get down all of those stairs?”
“The same way you got up them. Walter showed me the elevator.”
Damn it. I was hoping she hadn’t found that yet. “Are you planning to watch?”
“Watch what? There’s nothing to see.” She dropped her gaze to my lap and gave me a little smile that was way more taunting than friendly.
“Fine. Suit yourself.” I whipped the sheet back and reached for my wheelchair. Instead of turning away, she stayed right where she was with that little smile dancing around on her lips. With about as much grace as a bull in a china shop, I managed to get from the bed to the chair while she just stood there and watched.
“I thought you were supposed to be here to help me.”
“You didn’t say you needed my assistance.”
“Really? I had to ask? Isn’t that what you are here for?”
“Let’s get something straight, Mr. Reed.” She put her hands on her hips and glared at me. “I’m a trauma trained RN. I am not your maid or your gopher or any other thing. It is my job to get you back on your feet both literally and figuratively. I’ll handle your medical care and your personal care as needed but I am not at your beck and call.”
“Just get out of my way so I can get dressed.” I pushed past her to the large walk-in closet and started grabbing clothes. Dragging a pair of sweats, some boxer briefs and a t-shirt into the bathroom, I struggled my way into them. The doctors had promised me that things would get easier once the pain wasn’t so excruciating but my knee just refused to bend like it used to.
When I was done, I ran a comb through my wild hair, mostly so I won’t have to see the look on Amelia’s face when we leave the house.
“Come on, we’re going to be late!” The nurse called.
“I’m coming already!” I whipped open the bathroom door and scowled at her. “You never told me your name.”
She shrugged. “You never asked.”
She was fucking infuriating—despite the way her long brown hair tumbled in sexy waves over her shoulder from the pony tail it was secured in.
“Fine. What is your name?”
“What’s your real name?”
“That is my real name.” She stepped behind me and turned the wheel chair toward the door. She stopped and grabbed a pair of tennis shoes from the floor, placing them in my lap.
“I meant, is Evie short for something?”
“Yes.” She pushed the chair down the hall toward the door at the end and pressed the button for the small service elevator—the number one reason I had chosen the beach house as my home base after the accident.
“Are you going to tell me what it is?” The elevator opened and Evie pushed me inside.
“It’s none of your business. You can call me Evie or nurse. That’s all you need to know about me.”
“Anyone ever tell you that you can be a real bitch?”
“Honey, I grew up in New York. They teach a class on that in high school.”
The door opened at the ground level. Evie pushed me out of the elevator and down the ramp Walter had constructed to get me in and out of the house.
“I’m going out on a limb here but I bet you aced that class.”
“You’re smarter than you look, Mr. Reed.”
- How did you start writing erotic romance?
First, I would like to say thank you for inviting me to visit with your readers today. I am so excited to share my new novel All She Never Wanted with you and your readers. It's an emotional, second chance love story that is very close to my heart. I love to read but romance is what I most enjoy. When I read, it is for escape. I want happy endings and if they happened to be a little spicy all the better. It was only natural, in my opinion, that I gravitate toward writing the sort of things I love reading.
2. Plotter or pantster?
I am a total pantster. No matter how much planning and outlining I do, it doesn’t matter. The characters do what they want and don’t care one bit what I think about it.
3. What are three things you have on your writing desk?
My writing desk doubles as the dining room table…currently it contains a blown glass pumpkin, a science project for my nine year old and a couple of bags of Halloween candy that the kids aren’t allowed to keep in their rooms.
4. Favorite food?
I pretty much love all comfort foods. Stews, casseroles, dishes with sauce and cheese and anything that even hints at being Mexican. I am not all that picky.
5. Tell us a little about your new release. What character in the book really spoke to you?
All She Never Wanted is a story about love, loss and loving again. Evie had everything she wanted and then it was all ripped away from her. She had to find a way to go on living and make a life for herself in a world that had left her broken and lost. Landon has his own baggage—and plenty of it—but together they slowly work through all the emotions and damage and begin to heal. Evie has to work so hard to come to terms with what has happened to her yet she never loses the best parts of her personality—her snark and her strength. Landon brings out the best in her, one moment at a time. Her happily ever after is hard fought and well earned.
6. I write because ____...
Writing is my escape from the daily stresses of life and the way I make sense of the world around me.
7. What is your favorite type of character to write about?
I love strong willed, determined women who go after what they want. My heroines also tend to be closer to forty than to twenty because I think those characters can be just as sexy and romantic with their husbands or a new love as someone younger.
8. What is the sexiest scene you ever wrote?
I’m not sure if it’s the sexiest but my favorite is an exchange between Cyndi and Jason in my book Undercover in Six Inch Stilettos where he runs through a list of things he would say to someone he arrests but puts a sexy spin them. Loving a cop has its little quirks- the job tends to seep into every aspect of your lives, including the bedroom. There are lots of jokes about handcuffs and big guns and being under arrest that a non-cop relationship might never bring into a romantic situation. It definitely adds a little spice…
9. What advice would you give new authors in the erotica/romance field?
Do not ever feel embarrassed or ashamed by what you write. Be proud to be a part of a billion dollar industry that empowers women. I made the mistake in the beginning of not wanting to tell people my genre but let me tell you, I am over that. If you write things that people want to read and feel good about it then it doesn’t matter what genre it is. I read an article recently that called out romance writers as one of the last professions in the world that mentors the competition and supports each other’s successes to the very end. I am proud to be a part of that.
10. What is next on your writerly horizon?
The first book in my new Cape Cod Love Story series, Daisies in the Outfield, is releasing on February 21, 2017. It has all my favorite things—beaches, baseball and sexy firefighters.